didnt feel so familiar,
didnt make me feel even more scared.
didnt make me feel so helpless,
cause i cant manage my emotions properly.
wished that the movie of memories,
can stop repeating whenever i see certain things,
certain places,
so i can stop being reminded of all this,
so i can move on,
and stop hurting someone else in the process.
i am such an idiot. RAWR.